Wednesday, August 29, 2012

My surgery story

This has been a CRAZY summer! It astounds me how much a life can change in such a very short amount of time.  I want to tell this story not only for anyone else who may stumble upon this blog, but also for me.  It may take me several posts to tell about my whole summer.

Back in April of this year, I got a letter in the mail about a study that my insurance carrier is conducting about weight loss.  Actually, it’s the Louisiana Office of Group Benefits.  OGB is the health insurance provider for all currently active and retired employees of the state of Louisiana.  As a school teacher, this includes me.  I digress.

In April I got a letter about a study being conducted to find out if OGB wants to start paying for weight loss surgery and/or other weight loss solutions.  I think I literally called right then.  I talked to a very nice gal who described the program to me and took down all of my information.  I think I passed the first test as they called me back to do a phone screening.  Actually I may have the story completely wrong, as everyone I have talked to in Jena that applied says they did it online and then never even got a call.  I SWEAR I think I called that first time. Anyhoo…  I passed the phone screening.  The very nice lady told me that it would be up to 8 weeks before I heard anything, and that my name had been put in a “LOTTERY” where out of the thousands of people who applied for the study, they would pick 100.  Only 100 people would be selected to have surgery and everyone else who so badly needed it would not.  I thought my chances at this point were slim to none!

I got home from school one day and saw that Pennington had tried to call during the day.  My mind went crazy as I thought about what they may be calling about.  The girl did tell me they wouldn’t be calling until everyone in Louisiana that was sent the letter was given ample time to apply.  Later that afternoon, they called again.  The girl says, “Mrs. Enterkin, I am calling to update you on the status of your OGB Heads Up application” or something like that.  So my heart fell.  Then she says, “You have been picked!  You won the lottery!!!” OH MY GOSH!!!!!  I absolutely cannot believe it! 

They scheduled for me Screening Visit One to Pennington Biomedical Research in Baton Rouge.  I went to this visit sometime in June (I should have been writing about all of this all along, but honestly I never ever thought I would make it through the whole process!)  I stayed with my best childhood friend, Lori, at her house in Walker and went to my appointment the next morning. I should write about our evening with Lori’s mom and cards and scrabble tile games another time!  It was such a great time!

The visit was a fasting appointment, so I was not supposed to eat past 9:00 the night before.  Some time that evening we went to Sonic and I got a cheeseburger, cheese sticks with marinara, an M&M ice cream thing, and a Route 44 Diet Coke (huh  why diet?).  I was so worried that I would not weigh enough to take part in the study, so I wanted to weigh as much as possible the next morning.  Nothing to eat or drink after!

First thing they do is measure my height.  Take off your shoes and put both feet against the wall.  Do you know how hard that is?  I had to hold on to a big metal bar behind me just to stay upright.  5’6”.  I, my whole life, have said 5’7 ½.  Weird!  Next they weigh me.  253.  Anyone who knows me knows how difficult this is for me to just put out there.  I have never even told my husband how much I weigh.  253.  Sigh.

I have passed the first test of the day.  This was the big one.  This height and weight calculates to a BMI of 40.  This was the minimum it could be.  If I had weighed 4 pounds less, I would not have qualified.  Or if I had been an inch taller, the weight requirement would also have gone up.  Thank you Sonic!

Next blood pressure.  Okay, I have been suspecting a little problem here for a while.  Little did I know… 168/120.  I probably should be dead.  I have never seen blood pressure this high.  The first nurse tried so many times my arm was hurting, but she had to get two good readings and said she could barely hear it and got another nurse.  Together, this was what they got.  Okay, this could have been a big problem.  Blood pressure has to be under 120/90 to participate in the study.  I almost started crying, but the nurse went and asked the doctor what he thought, and he said as long as it’s under 120/90 by my next visit I will not be excluded.  They give me juice and granola bars and we continue.  They measure my waist.  They draw blood.  I fill out PAGES of questionnaires.  And I have an ECG.  Everything went very well.  They send me home with powdered drink shakes and instructions to wait until I hear from them to begin my 13 day liquid diet.  I have not been excluded!

Actually when I got home, I went to see my family physician and he gave me blood pressure medication and a diuretic.  Within a day and a half I have blood pressure readings below 120/90.  This is very exciting, though it does creep back up after a while.

Next post…  The terrible, horrible, no-good, very bad liquid diet!

Thursday, July 12, 2012

absence...

Well, that didn't last very long!  Why do I have so much trouble sticking to this?  I have tried so many times to start a blog.  It's certainly not that I have nothing to say -- because I have plenty to say and tell about and teach...  I just get so wrapped up in other things that I forget to write my blog posts.  Maybe this time will be the time I keep it up!
Or maybe I will just start over.
We'll see!

Thursday, January 5, 2012

365P Day 5

I have to start carrying my camera with me so I don't wait until late and not have anything to post so I take a photo of the first random thing I see! I got mail from Oprah today! She sent me a Lifeclass journal. Well, I requested it, so I suppose it's really not that impressive.

Tomorrow, I promise to carry my camera!

Day 4 of my 365P

ok... Day 4 and I am already behind! But I took my photo, so here goes...

well, I remembered very late that I hadn't taken my photo yet. This is the first star I saw tonight; I thought the colors of the sky were pretty. Not the best capture I have ever made, but I got my daily shot.

Tuesday, January 3, 2012

Day 3 of my 365P



I feel the need to point out that I am the only person following my blog, but I am doing it for me, so I will continue.

My photo today is of my friend Lori's dog, Rosie. She is an English bulldog that her family got from her brother who breeds them, i think. In this photo (one of like 50 that i made in 10 minutes) Lori's daughter is rubbing her back and Rosie looks like she is in heaven! Actually, I may go ahead and post my favorite two, they were so cute!





Monday, January 2, 2012

365P -- Day 2

When I started really thinking about this 365 project, I promised myself that from now on, when I saw something I wanted to make a photo of i would be ready and i would take the time to do it! Today's photo was taken a few days ago at my friends' (Lori and Beth) mom's house. I had driven by the day before and saw these beautiful little mushrooms on the side of the road. I imagined little smurf houses or something I guess, but they intrigued me so much I made a mental note to stop when i drove by again. Actually, Beth and I walked to the end of the road together and laid on the ground to get this shot. I think it's perfect!


Taking My Time...

I am taking my time coming up with my resolutions. I have actually been thinking about this subject for over a month, but I have not committed anything to paper just yet. I had a conversation with a good friend of mine named Melonie in which we discussed how we are both really good starters, but horrible finishers! I want to be different. I want to be a woman with follow through. I want to be so much more -- not that I think I am just a terrible person. I just know I could probably be so much more!
I'm even smart enough to know how to get there. I know that if I want to lose weight, I have to eat less and move more. I know that if I want a better relationship with my husband, I have to put him first and be more kind, considerate, and thoughtful to him. I know these things, but it's the follow-through that I lack. That's really what I want to work on this year -- follow-through! I have wonderful ideas on a pretty regular basis. I set lots of goals for myself regularly as well. But when you can't even make it through your daily list, how do you find resolve to make it through a year? i think I need therapy!